Demotivation

Dear Guruji,

1) Yesterday I had an unconscious wet dream at around 11pm. I soon realised it had occurred and went to wash up. The reasons I can attribute this to is:
a) Irritation leading to internal and eventually outward anger.
b) Fried food, tea, garlic and sweet food consumption
c) The last two days there was no physical activity (demotivation occurred after A above)
d) I had woken up on two occasions with involuntary sexual dreams without  physiological response or even much mental involvement, which I immediately displaced.
Do you think all four points fed failure?

2) After the wet dream, I again (!) woke up to D above and did the same defence action. But today morning, I lost my temper not realising what I did; it was as if I was not in control. This has led me to consume fried food and tea because I am sure another wet dream will occur further to deviation, no matter how much effort I put in here onwards. What is the point of putting in any more effort if all the bliss will evaporate anyway? Meditation was no fun today.